Mama, I love you so much, I hope you knew/know how much I love you. I found a picture of Toni and me when I was just 10 months old and the caption on the picture says "the day Johnnie rolled into the river" Really mom, did I really roll off the blanket into the river? That is so funny to me.
I do not know how my life will be now because I cannot just pick up the phone and call you or pop into your house at will. So mama I will spend time talking to you as if you are standing next to me, my family and neighbors will probably think I am talking to myself but you will hear me, I know you will.
When it is my time, If you cannot be at the gates of heaven to meet me, please meet me in the left hand corner of heaven.
I love you Mama, see you soon.