Anonymous
Wow, I have so much to say, I'm sitting in my granfathers house, reading over his obituary statements and I'm crying, His ashes are in the other room, but yet I still try and convince myself that he is going to come back. Today at dinner, My gramma and I were talking and she said that it was finally hitting her that he wasnt going to come back, which made an impact on me. I started thinking about it and realized I had been living in a dreamland. He is not going to come back and it is time for me to wake up and face the fact. I miss his SO much. He was the greatest man I have ever known, And I hope that any man that comes into my life, is atleast half the man the he was. Sometimes, i do things that i know he isn't pround of, and it hurts so bad just thinking about disapointing him, I want to impress him so bad, I want him to be smiling down on me from heaven,But yet, I know that I have made him unhappy sometimes, And i feel horrible. Im sorry grandpa, I really am. I know you want me to be the best I can, And I dont try my hardest, But I promise you I will start. Just for you. I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW HOW WONDERUFL OF A MAN HE IS, I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW THAT HE IS MY HERO, AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. And Grandpa, I love you SO much, and I will wait for that day, When we both meet in heaven.##imported-begin##Robbi_Ann##imported-end##