Birth date: Nov 18, 1973 Death date: Oct 15, 2021
John E. Little was born in Bakersfield California on November 18th, 1973. Although his death was unexpected, He will be remembered as phenomenal. John always had a listening ear with no judgement and open arms. Family was always Read Obituary
Gerties Kids send our sympathy to John's family. He was a part of our family at Gerties and we always counted on him to fill in for Tiny and fix things - such a kind and quiet smile he had! There were depths to him we didn't know behind that smile.
My baby brother..life isn't the same with you not here..I still don't wanna believe it..and I want this to be just a bad dream..I don't know..how life can go on with you not here .I ask WHY? I am so lost and confused Squirt..it hurts..when we was getting news that you was progressing..so sure you'd be well ..and you'd get to go home..then getting a phone call...that now...I wish I hadn't answered to hear that you was gone .I remember screaming..breaking down..me telling them NO..ITS NOT TRUE..I knew losing you would hurt me..but John..it didn't just hurt..it killed me..I feel a part of me died too. Life is just a blur for me right now..I don't know how I'm gonna make it thru the next several days .and how I'm gonna make it thru your viewing and services..How I would give anything to trade places with you..it was supposed to be me..not you..I can't wait to see my baby brother again...and I'm gonna hug you so damn tight..I just hope it's not forever..I've sat here...crying..trying so damn hard to be strong...and...I can't do it..there's been many deaths..that got to me..but yours ..besides dad Rick's..feels like it destroyed me..had me beyond my breaking down point..I'm not as strong as I used to be..I lay here..thinking of our lives..the good memories..the funny and crazy chit..I am so very blessed..to have you in my life..but you was taken too soon..thru our laughter..times we've cried..I cherish every single moment I've had you in my life..from when you was in mom's belly..your birth..you growing up..becoming a proud daddy..to you becoming....a very proud papa..you are so deeply missed ..love ya forever..and never will forget ya baby bro.
Love Always..
Your sissy..
