Robbie my brother....I am so blessed and honored to have been given the gift of being able to have you had you in my life. I am a better man for having known you. Thru all the years, in all the places all over the world, and thru all the stress filled crappy jobs that drove us nuts, your sense of humor, your smile, your compassion, and your friendship was always there. We spent more time together during the years than we did with out families and the bonds formed truly made us brothers....your loss is an especially tough one.
I feel cheated and robbed, my heart is so very heavy and my sadness is huge. I'm struggling with understanding "Why you?" Out of all the scum-bags and worthless pieces of skin out there..why did god have to take you?? The lights burn dimmer throughout the world with your loss and world has lost another great one and a tremendous void has been left.
Seeing you yesterday hurt worse than words can say, but even in death you still had that little sly smile on your face that was always there.
It was my honor yesterday to finally meet the love of your life, Shelia...what a beautiful, wonderful woman...and how she loved you! You were a lucky man to have had her in your life...I know now why you talked about her so much..she is a very special lady.
And your bothers, sister and the rest of your family, what kind and friendly people...I know now why you turned out the way you did.
But Robbie my brother, I am selfish, and your loss confuses and angers me. The only comfort I take from your passing is in hoping that what I have been taught is true and that you are in a far better place and that you are rejoicing in seeing once again your mom and dad, brothers and sisters, and the others that have gone before you. Say hello to my mom and sister for me.
Sleep peacefully my brother...you are gone way too soon...but you will never be forgotten....until I see you again...know that you were loved and that I will miss you.##imported-begin##Jim Castle##imported-end##