3 Years, filled with anger and sorrow, pain and grief thats what the past 3 years have been full of.
I deal with your loss daily, but today is always the HARDEST! You are forever in my heart, gone, but NEVER forgotten!
I love you Heather, and I miss you more everyday. I see your smile, and I cry, I swear I hear you call my name, and I feel like dying. I miss the *lets go to the mall* days,and the baking in the kitchen days, and yes I miss the disagreeing days! If I could have just one more day, things would not end this way.
My favorite poem, I wrote for you, one more time......
One Yesterday
If I could trade all of my tomorrows for just one yesterday,
you would still be here with me today.
If I could turn back time and hold on to yesterday,
It never would have ended this way.
I prayed this was all a dream, yet I was awake.
You looked like you were sleeping, never again to awake.
I prayed it was all a dream, and then they took you away.
I cried for hours, and remember not much more.
You were a great daughter, even when we disagreed;
we were there for each other, when we needed to be.
Your funeral was a blur; I can not remember a word,
People were talking, but not a word I herd.
Looking at you in your final bed, thoughts of anger filled my head,
Why my angel? Why?
I wanted to scoop you up and run, home where you belonged.
My heart broke when they all said you are home.
Your casket was lowering in the ground, I herd my heart pound.
I could not let you go, I pounded the ground.
I know you are above me, looking down
I try not to frown.
If I could trade tomorrow for just one yesterday,
you would still be here with me, just like yesterday.
Rest in peace Heather Ann
9/23/83- 8/06/06
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