Anonymous
Hello Dad...Got thru Christmas...and now anticipating the New Year...I can hardly believe how the time has passed by...Missing you daily...but, know you are watchful...I still find coins here and there...stop and pick them up...Keeps my heart open to HOPE...Struggling with Brian again...He is so LOST...still yearns for your attention and guidance...Misses you deeply...I know you are watching out for him...By the Grace of God, he is still alive and breathing...Heartaches ovewhelm me...I want him to be ok...Frustration disables me...because I know he is a good person inside...and for some reason he cannot see this quality in himself...It is not fair...that Brian continues to feed that pain...I cannot comprehend where this obsession comes from...why he wants to destroy himself...and why everyone around him must suffer, too...AND we do suffer...for we know he is in pain...and so out of touch with LIFE...that we hurt for him...Dad please ask GOD to protect him...and breathe HOPE and comfort into his hurting heart...Let him know that things will be alright...and that he must trust in GOD...We need a miracle...in a big way! Thank you papa....I miss you with all my heart...Love and hugs...waiting until we can be together once again...Your daughter, Lisa Kay##imported-begin##Lisa##imported-end##