It is Saturday, November 12, 2005 and I am sitting here, reviewing several of the memorials that Chad's wonderful friends had written. I am doing this in memory of Chad and also in grieving now not only for Chad but for his dear friend Shane Micheal Sullivan. Shane took his life on November 9, 2005. He never really got over loss of my Son. I am in total shock over this event. For the past three years Shane was there for me and now as I continue to struggle with the loss of my son and now to only loose Shane who was such an inspiration to me, so helpful, caring and generous. I feel like I am loosing Chad all over again.
The sorrow in my heart runs so very deep - it can never be mended now. Only our Lord in heaven can guide me through this tradegy.
Chad - please find Shane, be together so that when my times comes to arrive in heaven you both will be there to greet me.
I love you both so much. The pain is so great.
God rest both your souls.
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