Meagan Johnston
Today was it.
It was the last day your shell will be whole.
My last kiss from me to you.
The final time I’ll feel what it’s like to not want to let go
Having to remember the softness of your hands while my thumb rubbed against yours.
Seeing your peaceful smile with out having to hold a picture.
The final moment of having you close …. Ever again.
I sat in the parking lot for a hour before I was able to walk in.
Tears running down my face while it was a struggle to breathe.
I never wanted today to come. The day where I have to say goodbye forever to someone I love so deeply.
The person I knew I could ever let go of.
Today was it
It was the day I got to see how your kids lit up your beautiful smile like nothing else in the world could.
I was finally surrounded by people who love you just like I do. Loud unconditionally and unapologetically.
I got to witness some amazing lives that felt blessed just to have known you.
My ears were full of the sound of laughter that you brought to people. 
Overheard at least a dozen people speak so highly of you just like the way I view you.
Do you realize how many days you made better just by your presence. I get to now.
Today was it
The day I found out how my heart will feel without you for the rest of my life.
I got to feel the love that you brought to people.
I got to witness that I was always right believing in you and refusing to give up.
You are a remarkable person that I feel so honored to have got to know & had the ability to love so deeply.
I got to hear the amazing things you’ve told people about me and how you felt.
My crying paused at moments I thought about how you would make fun of me after being sad because u always hated seeing me cry.
I will forever remember today not just because of heart ache. But for something that spoke so much louder, that was the joy your brought to peoples lives. You Mr Anthony LAFROMBOIS are a remarkable person. Being in a room full of people who sees you just the way I do was an amazing gift I never seen coming.
These were your people the ones you would tell me about and talk to me about the ones you loved more than anything else in the world. I feel beyond blessed to be able to sit in that same room.
Thank you for loving me the best way you knew how.
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Rest easy Handsome until we meet again
You will forever be my favorite hello & my hardest goodbye.
Never forget I have been and always will be so proud of you there is nothing in this world that could change that. Fly high my handsome
💙f&a your suga bear
